hi michael,just wanted to let you know how things going here, last sunday we changed all the bedrooms round,mum,dad now in your bedroom,kelly,gem now in the big bedroom,karen in what was kelly's room,and victoria now in the small back room. yes it is abit silly but i couldnt handle seeing the girls in your room any more,so i thought it would be better if me and dad was in your room!and belive it or not its so much better for me it feels so right which im glad it does weather you have made it feel right im not sure but if you did thank you very much!all the girls seem to be happy in there rooms aswell! we will be out to see you this weekend,as we not been out for 2weeks!just been really busy home here but i do talk to you on here every day i couldnt not come on here! got more sorting out to do tomorrow going to get a wardrobe and chest of drawer as mine fulling apart!
just let you know about my dog mikey doing, he gone over bob and donna cause of tyson as you know,well they brought him over the other day,big mistake lol,they still dont like each other so he went back with them it kills me knowing he not here,i went and seen him today and he was so happy to see me it was great,but i think he likes seeing any 1 lol,just wish i could of brought him home,i broke my heart when they took him for the first time just have to do best for both dogs! well im off to bed now as it the weekend im going to have a lay in morro! nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
karen's birthday / Michelle Wilson (mum)
forgot to say michael it's karen's 19th birthday morro,another hard day without you,please if you can visit her in her dreams tonight she would love to see you,like we all would!send her some angel hugs & kisses! love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
just needed to talk to you michael x / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
just needed to talk to you michael x / Michelle Wilson (mum)
hi michael,not very good right now, we went away for the weekend in the camper we brought,its not new but it sleeps six of us and got room for the dogs,which was great because i dont have to find any 1 to have them,we got it for loads of reason,holidays,weekends away,and for when the girls do judo as in we can go up the night before rather than get up at silly o'clock,so telling you what happen the weekend,we got there friday got all sorted out got dogs sorted outside so they could run about but had to put them on a chain all was well,so i throught . well saturday got up put the dogs out so they could do what they needed too,then tyson and mikey started fighting,so i ran out tyson had mikey in his mouth so what did i do put my hand in tyson mouth (silly i no)but i didnt want him getting hurt,well tyson bit me as i was getting mikey away,he went right though my finger nail its now in half it felt like he bit the top of m finger off i was in so much pain dont think i have ever felt pain like that all my life,blood well loads of, well since then tyson and mikey done nothing but fight,we went nd got them muzzle but they still trying to fight i know they cant bite each other but we have to keep them apart and its just not fair on any of them,we think the reason for them fighting is maggie is coming in to her season and she got the smell around her,and they want to tel the other 1 im top dog,they wasnt like this last time but they things that has changed is mikey got older and tyson had to have his balls cut off because he had the big c in them,lucky it was just in them and not the rest of him,so weather those things arent helping matters i dont know! but they only way out of it right now is get rid of mikey which i dont want to do at all but i got no choice,i cant see him get hurt and keeping them apart is so hard,so uncle bob & auntie donna is going to have him for now and hope when maggie is over her season they will get on again,its going to hurt to let him go as he my baby(well sort of lol)i have always wanted a yorkey,plus he was my birthday prezzie last year! i just hope they will get on after but i got to say i dont think they will as tyson made mikey bleed and mikey not forgot that at all! so im not happy at all!watch over him while he away! your heart broken mum always till we meet again love & missing you 24/7 always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
not happy at the mo :( / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
not happy at the mo :( / Michelle Wilson (mum)
michael,i might have to get rid of mikey because him and tyson keeps going for each other,its only started happening over the last few days,dont know why not got a clue what started it all off,i will be so upset if i got to give him away,but we cant have them going for each other all the time,we got to keep them apart at the mo,we cant get rid of tyson we had him so long now, he's old he 12 now and he a big part of the family i know mikey is but he would have to go up to tyson,if you can help me out with them it would be great!
off to bed early so i got to get up at 6 a i got bath uni to do for the next 2 days so im going to be tired, bye for now michael, your heart broken mum always till we meet again love& miss you always&4eva xxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Michelle xxx / Kelly Baldry Xx (Friend xxx )Read >>
Michelle xxx / Kelly Baldry Xx (Friend xxx )
Michelle hope Michaels b/day wasnt too painfull for you. i know it is never going to be easy no matter how many years pass by but Michael will be so proud of you what ever you do because ur his mum & he loves you. Im sure Michael & Joe had best time ever celabrating together & one day we will get to celabrate with them once again. Im always here for u Michelle just as u r for me thank you for being such a good friend. all my love sent to you & ur family & love sent up to Michael & Joe are special Angels who we love & miss more than anything in the world xxxxx Close
Hope You Had A wonderful 21st in Heaven / Jenny Tavendale Mum To Ross Read >>
Hope You Had A wonderful 21st in Heaven / Jenny Tavendale Mum To Ross
been a funny sort of day / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
been a funny sort of day / Michelle Wilson (mum)
michael today been sad because your not here and we been thinking about you all day,i feel that i'v let you down because we never done any thing for your birthday,but it wouldnt seem right having a party as your not here,going out for some thing to eat didnt seem right either becasue you didnt eat really so you wouldnt of wanted to go, i could only do one thing for you and we had a toast for you,i'v had my tears when i not been with any 1 you know what im like for that!
i got some photo's of your headstone with your balloons on i will put on very soon,hope there last as its raining now!
i for got to say thank you for the feather you blow in the window,i know it was you because all the times we have the window open not once have one ever blow in,all the years we been here! that made my day,so like i said a big thank you for that,i have put it on your shelf because im going to keep it! hope you had a really good day on heaven just missed you being here with us!
your heart broken mum always till we meet again love & miss you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MICHAEL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-X / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MICHAEL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-X / Michelle Wilson (mum)
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MICHAEL what a day this was 21 years ago,you made mind and your dad's day,it was a lovely sunny day when you were born,and all the balloons going over head! its was a fantastic day for us,and 21 years on what a horrible day with you not being here with us,words cant expain how we are feeling about it,most i can say we are heart broken,we have been since you went away!
well we let your balloons off hope you seen them all,21 balloons each from us all,just red and white for your football teams!
got your balloons on your headstone aswell hope you liked what we got you,brought the flowers out from kim and family they are lovely!
as always we brought you roses,again red and white lol,
wish you were here michael so we could have a bloody good party few drinks or should i say loads of drink lol!
your heart broken mum always and forever love and miss you till we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy 21st Birthday Sweetheart / Kim Porter (Friend)Read >>
Happy 21st Birthday Sweetheart / Kim Porter (Friend)
Michael, Just want you to know that I am thinking of you today. I am so sorry I can't come to Bristol and visit your resting place today but I had already committed to doing a craft fayre. But now I wish I hadn't. I feel bad that I can't give your mum and dad a cuddle and share today with them. I have sent you some flowers and mum is going to bring them out to you later when she visits.
Life is so unfair. We should be partying with you. But I hope you and all your angel friends really rave it up today. I know I don't have to say this but I will anyway, look after your Mum and Dad today and also your sisters. Your Mum not coping too well at the moment. So much going on(you know what I mean). I worry about her, she tries to put on this big hard front for everyone else. But I am worried she is cracking up hunni. And your Dad well he just don't talk about things like he should. Help them hunni please. I have put their names in the healing book at church this week so I hope it helps.
Mitch I know you are going to read this so here goes .... I wish I could take away your pain but I can't, so I can only be here for you when you need me and you know I will be 24/7. You only have to say the word. You are my friend and I will always be here for you and your family.
how silly i felt today michael,me and kelly went down fishponds to get your birthday card's,which was find till i started reading the words in the cards that was it i started crying,kelly said dont cry cuz you will start me off and then off she went lol,i felt so silly in the middle of the shop crying good job there wasnt that many people in there,i ended up buying you 2 cards as i liked them both,the first card i picked up was great looked nice had the right words on the front till i opened it and started reading the verse in side,BIG MISTAKE!that was it crying the verse was great if you were here to give you the card,but not for where you are,god how i wish you were here,it would be so much easier just started crying again , this time 21 years ago i was getting ready to have you,i had what they called a show so i knew you wasnt going to be far away,me and dad went and got you some baby milk so i was ready i had every thing else here,and couldnt wait till you were here being our first child! going now michael i will talk to you tomorrow your heart broken mum always and for ever love and miss you till we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
well babe its nearly here your 21st,how shit im feeling,i say it most of the times i come on here,i will always miss you,love you for ever, just this time of year is hard,i put a brave face on like always but im crying inside,and its only got to be a little thing that start me off and i hit the roof with who ever is around and most of the time it not there fault or then not done any thing wrong i just cant help it with how im feeling,
people just dont and never will understand what im going through,what im feeling!i cant expect them to either as they have never lost a child,and know one will ever know how it feels till they have,dont care what people say!how some people say i know what you going through ,they dont yes they have lost some 1 close to them but its just not the same at all!
its not fair you were taken from me,and so bloody young you were only 17 you had know life,with all the shit you had with your health its not fair!!!!
i wish i could be with you on saturday,hope you got a party sorted out up there michael?and all your angel friends will be there,bet pampy,nanny&grandad wilson will be there with you,just wish i could be!
you know what i didnt know what me and dad would of brought you for your 18th and we are the same now what would we of brought you,me and gem was talking about it again yesterday and i said we talked about this when you was 18,best time i could give you is me being with you on your 21st,so feel free to take me any time now!
we will have a drink here for you saturday michael,least we can do for you,dont feel like doing any thing else,long as i got the girls and dad here,
you take care of yourself michael till i can be with you and do my job again,love you so much michael i always will!
your heart broken mum always till we meet again love&miss you you&4eva xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
victoria birthday / Michelle Wilson (mum)
michael,its victoria 12th birthday tomorrow she misses you so much she going to find it hard not having a card from you again,i know she hasnt had a card for the last4 birthdays but it still hard for her and the rest of us aswell! can you visit her in her dreams tonight michael and wish her happy birthday she would love to see you! your heart broken mum always till we meet again love & miss you always & 4eva xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
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so he went back with them it kills me knowing he not here,i went and seen him today and he was so happy to see me it was great,but i think he likes seeing any 1 lol,just wish i could of brought him home,i broke my heart when they took him for the first time just have to do best for both dogs!
which i dont want to do at all but i got no choice,i cant see him get hurt and keeping them apart is so hard,so uncle bob & auntie donna is going to have him for now and hope when maggie is over her season they will get on again,its going to hurt to let him go as he my baby(well sort of lol)i have always wanted a yorkey,plus he was my birthday prezzie last year!
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