watch over victoria / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
watch over victoria / Michelle Wilson (mum)
michael need you to watch over victoria for us she having a really hard time at school right now,im thinking about pulling her out of there till we move now,she cant take much more shit from those kids,me and dad going to talk about it morro as dad coming work wih me its not a busy day for me,
why is it michael that life is so crap since we lost you???i will never no the answer to that will i!
we just worried about victoria its not fair she got to take all this at her age,she only 11 she had so much to put up with in her short life its just not fair,the other girls is the same they had to put up with nearly the same shit,
i cant wait to move just hope it helps the girls thats all i want,please watch over her michael! love you always ans for ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
up at silly oclock again / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
up at silly oclock again / Michelle Wilson (mum)
michael it's nearly 2in the morning again,cant belive i'v not gone bed yet rest of the house is a sleep but as always im doing other stuff on me laptop lol,at the mo im trying to do the family tree but not getting on to well.i text you today telling you we got our new house cant wait to move just wih you were here to move with us,its going to be so hard leaving this house with all the memory's we got of you in here,i know the live in our head but its still leaving your room knowing it was built just for you,girls our happy and not hsppy cuz they got to leave all there friends but they will make new one's,just hard for us all,not sure when we going yet hopefully in the next 8weeks,so the girls can see this term out at this school and start sept in the new 1!
you would love the new house michael we are right by a nice big green plus there's a park there,you could play all the football you wanted.i will miss this house so much but its for the best we move for all of us,it will do us all good to get away from here will miss the good friends we made over the years here,we will keep in touch with them but you know how it is you start off well then it all just stops.
i will keep you up to date when i know any thing michael,i hope your happy for us,mum and dad is well happy it will do us good like i said!
im going to try and get some sleep now as i got to be up at 7 :( on a saturday lol,oh yea its fathers day sunday if you could visit your dad in his dreams that would be great,we all so up glos for judo comp for kelly on sunday so watch over her for me please!
look after yourself michael just wish i was there with you to look after you!
nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thank you Michelle from the bottom of my heart xx / Kelly Baldry Xxxx (Friend xxxxx )Read >>
Thank you Michelle from the bottom of my heart xx / Kelly Baldry Xxxx (Friend xxxxx )
Thank you Michelle for taking time to look after Joe for me while i was away. It was great to see Keeley missed her so much but hated leaving her out there; but she is really enjoying it she will be home end of July but we talk every day. Thank you once again from the bottom of my heart xxxxxxx Hope u & yours are all okay Michelle sending love to you Michael i will always carry a special place in my heart for you xxxxxxx
michael girls done great today kelly fought really well won 1 lost 2 she got bronze,gem done really well aswell she won 2 got gold first gold in about 4years,i know she been out of judo on and off for about 3 years ,but she is so much fitter now and faster ,she lost loads of weight aswell so she is right up for the judo now!
left home at half 6 this morning got home at 7 this evening so a bloody long day for us all,think we will all be having a early nite im going to take 1 of my pills so i can get some sleep,i did try to get some today but i woke up the same as i did last night so that put me off,i need sleep im so tired now your heart broken mum love you always michael xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello again michael,only went bed 2 hours ago and back up cant sleep been sleep for about half hour but woke up panicking feeling like i couldnt breath,i did try and get back to sleep in bed but just had that feeling so that was a waste of time so iv got up,made myself cup tea thinking that might help and try get some sleep on the sofa but no still got that same feeling,its now 3.15am meant to be getting up at 6am,dont think im getting any more sleep tonight i going to knackered tomorrow think this judo comp is a all day thing,how am i going to get on feeling the way i will i just dont know!
dad's going to go mad with me thinking i just didnt want to go sleep,like i dont lol. i dont know what to do for the best right now ,if i take 1 of my pills i know i wont wake up at 6 they knock me out well normaly not taken them for a long time!
i know i got loads going on right now but that shouldnt make me feel the way im feeling right now, going to make myself another cup tea then try go sleep again on the sofa lets hope i can!
love from your heat broken mum always & 4 eva xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
kelly and gem got judo comp morro we off to salisbury so we got to get up at 6 ,we taking pete aswell so we got to be at his house for 6.45,for the next 6 weeks we got judo on weekends,next weekend bradley stoke putting on a show try and get more members then we got glos on the 15june for gem and kelly again,21 june we got gradeing over cardiff for kelly she hoping to get her brown belt there,then 28 dad,kelly and gem off to watch pete in the world's,then going in july we got comp at bradley stoke,then we off down to portsmouth for gem and kelly again,im going to try and visit joe if i can,not sure yet i would like to as im down there i think the girls would understand if i didnt watch, still thinking about that have to let you know what im going to do about joe!
i had a really bad nightmare last night i dont want to tell any one because because i dont want it to come true it would kill me if i had to go through that again,i think you can guess what it was about!
any way as i meant to be getting up early i should be thinking about going bed as its gone 12am lol,i still got have a shower as im so hot hope it will help me sleep,
im off now michael,love you so much always will nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
great news for gem! / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
great news for gem! / Michelle Wilson (mum)
well michael,great news for gem she passed her coaching training tonight for judo,she could of been your coach if you were here,you wouldnt of liked that because she would of made you work on the mat lol, its great new for her though,we all really pleased for her! not alot of happen other than that michael know luck selling the house yet but the market is bad right now so just got to wait,it cant come quick enough for us though! if you could help us along with that would be very greatful! missing you so much as always not a day goes by that i dont!
oh jenny going away friday on her travel's watch over her for us bring her home safe she away for 2months!
off to bed now as up again early not slept well the last 2 nights hoping i get some sleep tonight! nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
cant sleep / Michelle Wilson (mum)
well michael its half 5 in the morning been up since half 3,never went bed till 11pm,took ages to go sleep then awake at silly o clock,i cant belive i cant sleep its not like me,but i have got loads of things on my mind so that wont help,i got to go work as well im going to be so knacked by tonight!good job it's not my busy week at work, bet your sound a sleep well you should be any way! lets hope we have a better week than we had last week! im going to have a shower in abit that will wake me up even more but nothing else to do this time in the morning lol, love you always michael forget you never xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
hello michael,feeling bit low today some days is worse than other's,more low's though i miss you so much there's not a day goes by that i dont wish you were here.
i just wanted you to know thats all how much i love and miss you,
When will my luck change!!!!! / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
When will my luck change!!!!! / Michelle Wilson (mum)
Michael,bad news for us they not buying our house,i cant belive we not sold it yet,this is a lovely house aswell nice and big,what is wrong with people!!!
This has made me so pissed off now,all i want to do is move away from here!kids wants to move aswell its not just mum&dad,with every thing going on right now its getting me so down,i cant cope with it right now!this is when i want to be with you more and more,i cant deal with any thing right now how im live right now i do not know!
only thing keeps me here is the girls,i think they need me,if they didnt then there is no way i would be here!
look out for them for me michael!
love you always and for ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
kelly judo! / Michelle Wilson (mum)
Michael,dont know if i all ready told you about this i cant remember so im going to tell you again any way lol, on saturday kelly and dad is going to france,as kelly got a judo comp on sunday out there!she the captin of the team as well,they flying out saturday and coming back late sunday,she really up for this aswell so hope she win's for her sake,she cant wait to go,watch over them both for me,also can you cheer kelly on please! i will let you know when they go and how she gets on, love you always michael! love you mumx x x x x x x Close
Michael,3years today you left us to be angel,when you died part of mine and dad's heart went with you,it will never be whole again till we our all back togetter.
They not alot i can say today when i tell you every day how i miss you so much how i love you and always will!
I would give any thing to have you back with us,back with your family where you belong,
All i can think of at this moment is we were at the hospital wait for news,from the dr's weather we had lost you or not,we were all hoping we haven't lost you,then that news came we had lost you,cant remember alot after that really.
Michael how i wish i would wake up from this nightmare,its a bloody long nightmare.
I miss hearing your voice,your touch,your smile,your laugh,miss seeing you here with us,i miss every thing about you,yes i got memories that no one can take away from me but its not the same,but i know i just got to put up with that for the rest of my life.
But at least i have the memories to keep me going.
Michael i will always love you,miss you,till we meet again!
Your heart broken mum always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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,we taking pete aswell so we got to be at his house for 6.45,for the next 6 weeks we got judo on weekends,next weekend bradley stoke putting on a show try and get more members then we got glos on the 15june for gem and kelly again,21 june we got gradeing over cardiff for kelly she hoping to get her brown belt there,then 28 dad,kelly and gem off to watch pete in the world's,then going in july we got comp at bradley stoke,then we off down to portsmouth for gem and kelly again,im going to try and visit joe if i can,not sure yet i would like to as im down there i think the girls would understand if i didnt watch,
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