Hello Michael,been out to your grave today with dad to give your headstone a good clean and cut your grass,its so hard to keep it done over the winter time,now with it being your angel day on sunday i do like to make sure you all clean, i will be getting your flowers tomorrow ready to bring out to you,i brought your flower pots home so give them a good clean aswell!ready to bring back out sunday or tomorrow not sure yet see what time i got! talk to you later babe, love you always mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
why do any thing go wrong!!! / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
why do any thing go wrong!!! / Michelle Wilson (mum)
this is just a little thing really michael but we got no sink in the kitchen,which takes in the washing machine the dish washer,its blocked big time, dad have tryed to sort it but cant so we got to wait now till morro when we can get some one in to sort it well hope so any way!dad was going to come with me morro as i got a long day but he cant now ,as he needs to sort this out!why isit life is so shit for me all the bloody time????i will never under stand life!why cant i have some good luck for a change??? i going bed now as i have to get up at 6 dont know weather i will lol! nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
gem's birthday / Michelle Wilson (mum)
Hello babe,it's gem's birthday morro she is 22,big girl yea right lol, visit her in dreams and wish her happy birthday,that would mean alot to her! love you always mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Rejoicing with the Angels / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White (Connected by Angels )Read >>
Rejoicing with the Angels / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White (Connected by Angels )
A date that's full of sadness, Has returned to us once more, To mark the day you left us, Yet still we miss you more. So much in life has altered, So much in life is new, But wherever life may lead us, We will always think of you. In our home we have a picture, Of a face more precious than gold, To us who loved and lost you, Your memory will never grow old. We often feel you near us, We often speak your name, But all we have left of you, Is your picture in a frame.
Thank you Michelle for all you do xxxx / Kelly Baldry (Friend xxxxx )Read >>
Thank you Michelle for all you do xxxx / Kelly Baldry (Friend xxxxx )
Michelle just wanted to thank you for taking the time to do all you do for joe your so kind and thoughtfull we both have a hard day to face but i knoow we will get through it & make our boys proud they are both loved & missed so much xxxxxx Im glad to hear you found a new house im thinking of moving next year & it is a bit scarey because this is joes house from the age of one so i have so many memories just like you but i know what you mean about walking into there rooms 7 it still hurts they should be here with us, there families who love them very much. Thinking of you & your family always Michelle & your special angel Michael love always Kelly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Hello Michael,just wanted to let you know we found the house we want,which is great cant wait to move now,just need to find some one to buy this house! it will be hard leaving this house as it was your home,but since we done your room as the girls room its not the same any more,so best to get out of here!life will be so much easier without walking in your room ,even tho its the girls room i always call it your's&your bathroom, we left your room for over a year maybe that might not be long enough for some people or too long for others,but it was right for me and dad,because if we hadnt done it then i was going to put a lock on the door so it would never get used! it was so hard walking in your room every day and seeing your bed your clothes and every thing else of your's so me&dad said we would make it the girls room we though that would be fine ,only thing is that it's not,we find it just as hard now as we ever did,even tho your stuff not in there and it should be like you should be there! so best thing all round is to move!
Im sorting it out about taking you with us,im not leaving you here on your own,i want you close too me and dad.hoping to find out soon when we can get you ,which will be great back home with your family where you belong! love&miss you always till we meet again soon your heart broken mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
watch over the girls for us michael x x x x / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
watch over the girls for us michael x x x x / Michelle Wilson (mum)
hello michael,hope you ok?wishing you were here i like i do every day not a day goes by that i dont wish you were here,my heart will always be with you,just wanted you to know that gem has taken kelly,victoria down to cornwall so they can spend the week down there with uncle bob and auntie donna and kids,watch over them for us while there away,i like them going away so they can have fun rather then sitting at home doing nothing but i miss them like hell like i miss you, its great with gem being able to drive as she can take the girls place,gem&jenny took them out today to some place with loads of rides and things cant remember the name of the place lol,they all had a good day which was great,im waiting up at the mo till i hear from gem to let me know they got there safe, take care of them for me babe, nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Michael cant belive its april all ready,i know its been coming but i dont think about it,i got up this morning and i knew it was going to be a bad day for me,it has been since you left us 3years ago,cant belive 3years has gone it still seem like yesterday i left you in the hospital,but it feel's like a life time that i havent seem you or kissed you,touched you,heard you voice!gave you cuddles ,all the things that a mother should do for her child!
so much has happen since you passed away,we had babys born,most of the family have walked away from me! dad been depressed since aswell he just cant seem to get his self out of it,and i dont know how to help him,i'v tried and tired dont know what else to do now, the girls are all having a bad time aswell,things happening with them i cant contol which i feel so bad about,at the moment i feel like a have failed as a mother,i couldnt stop you from dieing cant stop what happeing to the girls wish i could,apart from keeping them in the house 24hours aday i cant do any thing,im trying to help them but more just comes out,please help me out michael!
i dont know which way to turn right now with every thing going on,smashing the car up last week didnt help the women that went in to me saying now that its my fault,how can that be when i was 3parts round the bloody round about? car was taken away yesterday to get sorted dont knowhow long thats going to take! gem hurt her neck at judo last night,so she got hard job to move,she got to start her new job on money aswell! i need some luck come my way,i did have some tonight i won at bingo,thank you for that wish you could bring some big luck my way you know what i mean,i know its going to be hard for us all michael but it has to be done this time it will make it so much better for all of us,so if you would help us michael it would take alot of mine&your dad's mind! i better try and get some sleep now as its midnight again, nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
well i crashed the car not happy about that only had this car for 2months! i was only going tesco,for a bloody keyboard then going to pick karen up from judo,only got as far as eastville park,this woman pulled out on front of me. im not happy this is the first time i'v crashed a car,auntie donna was with me,we both got back neck's plus my shoulder is killing me right now,me and auntie donna had a couple of pint's when we got back,im in a bit of shock as i never been in a crash before,not sure if im going work morro will have to see how i am,as im meant to be driving up swindon,just case of wait and see now i am! if i dont go work then i will be going dr.the only reason i would not work is cause of my neck or shoulder!will let you know morro,
also could you take care of victoria for me babe she really having a bad time at the mo, im going to try and get some sleep now! nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
look after mum tonight / Aunty Donna (aunty)Read >>
look after mum tonight / Aunty Donna (aunty)
hey smiler. look down on mum tonight. we went out earlier to tesco to get a keyboard, but we didnt get there. we had a minor car crash. your mum was pretty shaken by it and cried a lot. it wasnt even her fault babe, it was the other lady. just let her know that she wasnt to blame. wrap your precious angel wings round her and let her know this. we both ok. the car was a bit damaged, but we can get through it. it doesnt mean mum is a bad driver. miss and love u babe. take it steady. dont forget to visit mum. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Keeping you all in my thoughts x / Georgie-Hollys MumKe Read >>
Keeping you all in my thoughts x / Georgie-Hollys MumKe
Michael i miss u so much.. im goin through a hard time but i just dont show it. when u died so did my life. thats how close we were..
How come it happened to you? its goin 2 b 3 years soon and i really dont want that day 2 come EVER! im listenin 2 ur music and lookin at ur photos and it really reminds me of all the good things in life but other then that its STUPID!
is there actually anything worth living for? i ask myself that question everyday but i know i gotta go on for mum dad and the 3 girls. a few times ive thought about suicde but i just cant do it and i know i wouldnt b able to cuz i love every1 so much i cant leave them but sometimes i want to. cuz i want to b wiv u ..
I cant live without u michael its just a struggel kn owin ur not here .. id giv anything 2 c u 4 1 last time.. please michael visit me in my dreams but u might not cuz i want it to much .. i really need you and i know life goes on but i cant do it ..
im goin now cuz im writin a full on ESSAY lol.
i lovee u sooo much u wuldnt belive it and i miss u sooo much that words cant explain how much i do
And mum i know ur goin 2 b readin this.. and i just wanna say i love u and dad and the girls soo much thanks for bein a great family all through my life..
Loveeeeee and miss u michael SSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much
girls and jack going to see man u! / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
girls and jack going to see man u! / Michelle Wilson (mum)
michael,tomorrow is going to be hard on me and dad,gem brought the 3 girls and jack porter man u ticket's,gem driving up there. she brought it for part of there xmas prezzie's which we wasnt happy with at all but like she said why should the girls miss out because you never went there and i know what she saying i can sort of understand it but i dont like it,the girls is well excited about it they cant wait and jack well he said its his dream come true,just wish we could of made your dream come true!it will hurt us seeing them go off tomorrow.i want them to have a good time enjoy there self i really do i cant help wishing you were here to go with them! can you watch over them for me michael,its a bloody long way to go,its a night match aswell so they going to be home really late,driving on the motorway late at night aint good for any one! take care michael missing you so much life is so shit without you,i stay here only for the girls as they need i mum to love them! nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Happy St Patricks day xx / Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway Read >>
Happy St Patricks day xx / Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway Close