im having a hard time at the moment so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help me! & please watch over mum, dad & the girls for me! Dad's been a bit larrey the past couple of days but i dont know whats wrong.
I hate not having you here Michael, i miss you so so much! I dont wanna carry on without you. Come & visit me in my dreams .. Its so hard living without you.
Love you always Michael ..
Miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
another xmas over / Michelle Wilson (mum)
well michael thats another xmas over with out you and it dont get any easier either,thats now and its still so hard i try and get on with it for the girls because they miss you aswell as me,they also but a brave face on for me and dad,we all as bad as each other for that lol,i dont think it will ever get better because life wont ever be the same for me,dad or the girls!we just got make the most of it ,thats so easy to say just not easy to do not yet any way,i do hope we have a better year thats about to start,we could all do with some thing to look forward to some good luck some where along the line would be nice,but most of all that us just be happy! missing you so much not a day goes by i dont! love you always&for ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Special Delivery from Our Home to Yours / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White (Connected by Angels )Read >>
Special Delivery from Our Home to Yours / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White (Connected by Angels )
Merry Christmas Michael darling. / Victoria Wilson (Sister)Read >>
Merry Christmas Michael darling. / Victoria Wilson (Sister)
I know i havent been on here for a while & im sorry for that. but it upsets me & really really gets to me. I know we should come on this site thinking of all the good memories weve had & i do but then all the bad ones come flooding back to me too.& im really truely sorry for all the bad things i did & said too you when you was alive. I hope you can forgive me, i regret everything. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY. <3
Well anyway, enough of sadness & sorryness - MERRY CHRISTMAS BABE!! its really exciting lots of presents & happiness, all familys come together like we doo apart from there is one special person missing ... any hints oh & by the way HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR - 2009!! im well excited, got alot of stuff going on but its gunna be 4 years baby, i miss you so much & so does everyone else.
Look over everyone for me tomorrow & forever. cause everyone miss's you, its obvious how much they miss you, mum dad & the girl & me.
well Michael babe i love you untill we meet agen & FOREVER after that. you will ALWAYS be in my heart & you will NEVER be forgotten & that my bro is a PROMISE.
loveyouuuu millons - from your heart broken sister
Victoria - Miss Fanny Fanny Tickle xxxxxxxxxxxx Close
A CHRISTMAS BLESSING / Helena. Card.xx. (friend)Read >>
A CHRISTMAS BLESSING / Helena. Card.xx. (friend)
A Christmas Blessing During this Christmas season, May you be blessed With the spirit of the season, which is peace, The gladness of the season, which is hope, And the heart of the season, which is love
Somehow, not only for Christmas But all the long year through, The joy that you give to others Is the joy that comes back to you. And the more you spend in blessing The poor and lonely and sad, The more of your heart's possessing Returns to you glad.
sorry not been out / Michelle Wilson (mum)
michael im so sorry i'v not been out to see you for weeks now,not even got out to put your xmas trimmings up,just not had the time im really sorry even though i not been out your never out of my mind,cant belive how time gone so fast that its xmas in 3days still got loads to do buy just not got time,i been doing shopping while i meant to be working as thats the only time i got right now,me and dad dont break up from work till xmas eve,which dont give me time for nothing,only good thing about it we dont go back to work till 5jan which is great,we can do with the break!im trying to get the girls to help but you know what there like lol mind you same goes for dad he dont helo that much either,its just left to me.i brought all the xmas prezzie done the shopping now got wrap it all,we only put the tree up last weekend we got nothing else up so it shit in this house for xmas,hope to get myself more sorted for next year i know i say that every year but i cant keep doing it by myself in a few weeks i need more time!hope i learn from this year how hard it is doing it on my own!more than likely not though lol!its gone 12 now so im going to try get some sleep long day again tomorrow! nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxClose
we put the tree up tonight me and dad went and brought a real tree,never had 1 and i really wanted 1 this year makes a change,but it still dont seem like xmas,it might more i see it up, christmas not been right since you died michael me or dad just cant get our self sorted we should because we still got the girls to think of they love christmas,i hope we get sorted a lot earier next year. still got loads to do like wrapping stuff to give to people plus got all the girls stuff to do,dont know where im finding the time to do all this plus all the house work,washing,ironing to do aswell plus working full time may be i better start staying up for the next few days just work the 24 hours i might get it all done! i miss you so much michael always will ,this is your 3rd christmas away from us! your heart broken mum always till we meet again love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thank you Michelle xxx / Kelly Baldry Xxxx (Friend)Read >>
Thank you Michelle xxx / Kelly Baldry Xxxx (Friend)
Thank you Michelle for all your love & support over the last four years you are a friend for life xxxxxxx Thinking of you all always Kelly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Love to you Michael xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
look after the girls this weekend! / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
look after the girls this weekend! / Michelle Wilson (mum)
just letting you know what going on this weekend,first of all victoria gone away with the army cadets she went tonight and not back till sunday,this is her first time away with them so i think this will either make her want to keep going or it will turn her off the army,im not sure what i would like her to do really,as i dont want her joining the army when she old enough so i hope she dont like it but on the other hand i hope she dones because it will do her good having some thing like that,it a case of wait and see i will let you know how she gets on i got a photo to put on here with all her kit on,i will get that on soon as i can michael!
also michael big weekend for kelly,as you know she is top brown belt in judo,well tomorrow we going over cardiff so she can fight for her black belt,got think she is only 14,so its a big thing for her to go and do,if she gets it then she can only wear it in our club till she 15 then she can wear it any where,what ever happens tomorrow if she dont get her black belt she can start getting points for it,i would love her to get it tomorrow she will be the younges in our club ever just like she is for her top brown,please watch over kelly tomorrow plus help her get this because she really wants it!
watch over both girls for me michael please! love&miss you 24/7 always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
michael,we had good weekend 4days away it was great,it was bloody freezing down there mind,but still good, we to reds friday night had good laugh should of seen every body dresses up it was great,we all dressed up on saturday lol well that was funny,im not in to dressing up at all but it made a change i must say!over all it was good!
only thing wrong was i never had the internet so i could talk to you which i missed loads,i looked on going on it down there but they wanted 5pound a hour now that takes the piss there was no way i was paying that so thats why i wanted till i came home!girls was ok which helped only thing when i got home nothing been done over the weekend which pissed me off big time so the rest i did have didnt last long when i got home,about right for the girls selfish buggers!
oh your uncle steve have had a heartattack so watch over him!
love you always till we meet again your heart broken mum always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
weekend away / Michelle Wilson (mum)
hi michael,just letting you know that mum and dad is going away this weekend down to butlins.its for a skool reunion reason we going is auntie donna and uncle bob brought it for us,so we all going away should be a laugh,we got our skool outfits lol,cant belive we will be dressing up,thats some thing i dont do! we going friday morning and will be back monday afternoon,im not sure if i can get on internet down there,i will talk to before we go and soon as we get back! will miss you so much like i always do! love you always michael your heart broken mum always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Hi Michael, I hope you watching over everyone from where you are sweetie. Your Mum could do with some spirtual healing at the moment, she is in a bad way and I am really worried about her. I visited yesterday and I must say I have never seen her so low. She was saying some really silly things like nobody cares and no one would miss her............. Michael I don't know what to do. Your Mum is one of my best friends and I love her dearly but I don't know what to do to help her. She holds your family together, without her they would all fall apart, I know they would and I am sure even if she says not she knows it too. I cried most of the way home yesterday worring about her. Visit her in her dreams and tell her its not her time please, tell her she is needed too much here. The girls need their Mum and your Dad needs her. Please hunni don't let your family fall apart they are too special to too many people.
Thank you hunni and I will speak to you soon Love always Kim xxx
p.s. Jack sends his love xxxx
MICHELLE- I know you will read this so I just want to say a problem shared is a problem halved and I am always here for you. Please don't let things get so bad that you actually do the things you were saying. I love you and your children and Rog love you. Please go and see your Dr and tell him how you are feeling... he may be able to help. Please remeber I am always here for you.xxxx
shit weekend michael / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
shit weekend michael / Michelle Wilson (mum)
cant belive how shit it been again michael,with all the angel days and how im feeling,when is things going to get any better?i got dad's birthday morro and i havent even got him a prezzie because i dont know what to get,i couldnt even buy the right card because they dont do boxed cards for husband any where now!how shit is that when i been buying him that sort of card for the last 25years,i feel really shit about that!i need to get away from here just not sure how do im going to do it yet or what om going to do! if you can please visit dad in his dreams tonight and wish him happy birthday! love & miss yo so much michael always will till we meet again your heart broken mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
bad time on the month / Michelle Wilson (mum)Read >>
bad time on the month / Michelle Wilson (mum)
you know what i mean michael dont you, its pampy angel day tomorrow,its 6years cant belive my dad been gone that long all ready,then on sunday its nanny wilson angel day and thats 11 years ,then its dad's birthday on monday great times hey! its bad that your not here for dad's birthday but with the rest it dont help at all!since nanny died dad dont like it when his birthday comes round then it didnt help with pampy and now not haing you,that just finshes it! can you give pampy a cuddle from us all tomorrow please let him know we love and miss him! also can you do the same to nanny on sunday please!then if you got time on sunday night can you visit dad in his dreams for his birthday,he would love for you to visit him as he says you never visit him,wish you would michael!
love you always &4eva missing you till we meet again your heart broken mum always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Michelle xx / Kelly Baldry Xxx (Friend)
Michelle hate to hear your feeling that low, but please remember your children love you very much & no matter how much u think they dont need you they do, you are their Mum & where would they be if they never had you, this bad time will pass & things will be alright for you please stay strong & the kind loving helpfull person you are, you are needed more than you will ever know. Together we have been through the worst possible nightmare a parent can go through, so i know you can get through this Michelle. i promise you everything will be fine having met you & your children i know how much they love their Mum. Michael would not like to see you feeling this way. xxxxxxx Please stay strong xx Kelly xxxxxxxxxxx Close